Hangin’ by a thread here
AAAAAAAAAARRRRG!
I am SO touched out! He woke up at 7:30 am…OMG! I about lost my mind! He then did gymnastic nursing for about 2 hours until I finally dragged my butt out of bed because I couldn’t take it any more. He has asked to nurse every 20 minutes or so the entire flippin’ day…and he can’t just gently nurse today either…it is like an Olympic event or something. I am SO tired. I can not function on the repeated lack of sleep of the last week. Why can’t he sleep 8-12 hours like most babies…why does he get up after 6 hours of sleep ready to take on the world!?! I am never going to get a handle on my life if I can’t sleep!
It is also affecting dh. The lack of sleep combined with the stress and the screaming, running, climbing, messes….typical toddler stuff of an extrememly high energy child is making him not want any more kids right now. I know this will pass, but right now I could just cry on so many levels.
Dang…he is into something AGAIN…I hear pans crashing….gotta go.
