Friday July 8, 2005
Feeling icky. I am so tired of feeling tired and icky. I am having the unnerving feeling of being both hungry and full at the same time. I feel like I could eat an entire cow by myself, but when I start eating I can hardly nibble and I don’t feel like eating any more. It is the weirdest thing. I also get heartburn like crazy. There is nothing that doesn’t give me heartburn. I get heartburn from BREAD. How is that possible? I am also just so ‘done’ with the nausea. Really tired of it. The nausea is made worse because whenever I puke, it gets lodged in my sinuses and I am dealing with that too. When the world smells like puke, nothing sounds very appetizing and everything makes your stomach roll.
Ok, I should stop complaining now. I am grateful that everything appears to be going ok with the pregnancy. I hope I get some energy soon and get my appetite back. It is really frustrating because I seem to crave something for about the length of time it takes to make it, then I am not all that interested any more. My poor dh. He doesn’t know what to do with me anymore. lol.
Since I am already throwing a pity party, let just add one more thing that shouldn’t bug me, but sorta does. Anybody notice that a lot of people that went private have like 40 comments left by people wanting to read the blog. I feel like I am in high school again all desperate for somebody to like me. Ah well. I started blogging for myself, not anybody else, so it really shouldn’t matter anyway. It probably wouldn’t matter if I was able to go out and see other humans other than my ds and dh. I just feel so sick when I go out and the car is just torture. (that, and the dr. told me to keep off my feet as much as possible). My house isn’t clean, so that is getting me down too.
Really. I am done whining now. I just needed to vent to feel a little better.
The only reason I didn’t comment asking to be added was because you already added me!
I know how you feel. I recently re-subbed, so I like reading your blog. 
I know about feeling like high school. I’ve asked to be put on some people’s lists and haven’t! Oh well, saves me some time in the mornings not reading those blogs, huh? I hope you start to feel better soon.
<3 pregnancy and eating are all messed up in general. i wanted 40 people to want to read my blog, too. jerks! jk
Hey, there! I read your more recent post and I’m glad you’re feeling better! I know how yucky the beginning months of pregnancy can be! (((hugs))) I actually am not a blog-reader, but I think I’m gonna start. So, if you have a special list, you can put me on it if you want to! Maybe we’ll be blogging at the same time. Personally, I think the world should switch to *our* schedule and not the other way around. But wait…one of the reasons I stay up is to be alone (after Katie finally goes to bed), so…that wouldn’t work. *shrug* Anyway, thanks for your comments and e-mail me if you ever feel like it.
Are you on GCM much/at all?
Ugh! This pregnancy for you sounds like my pregnancy with Alex! ((HUGs)) Hang in there mama! I hope it gets better for you soon!
Are you having a girl? I always heard that you get more heartburn from girls and/or hairy babies! LOL! I actually really did with my daughter – those little girls will give you a run for your money even in the begininng! :) Good luck on feeling better though – cute boy by the way!